Diary page 02~ The feeling which helped us ~09:12'Sometimes, bad things happen. Sometimes, good things are just in our imagination and hardly happens...but that it's just sometimes...' I used to say that very often...now I think that's a myth...Yesterday was "the best day" in my life. I felt horrible. And I have no clue why.... I haven't seen that boy for five days and I'm thinking at him every second.I still don't get it ! Why me ? I didn't want this to happen. Love ruined my whole holiday. Now I'm starting school and I'm finished...16:00I can die happy now...20:34You know that sweet feeling that flows through your whole body when you see him (or her)? That is the best feeling someone can have when he's in love...I saw him and it's interesting because he saw me too. He watched me with his blue eyes and I couldn't resist not to drown in them...He looked at me and smiled...
Diary page 01~ One thing that happened without a reason it's...love ~23:09Me and my obsessions. Me and them
I'm pretty elated and that's not a good thing. It's not good because when I feel like this, most of the time, something begins to obsess me. And it's quite annoying (sometimes). You do nothing but think about that thing again, again and again.Anyway, somebody told me once that if you feel lonely you should scream your name as hard as you can and you will see that you are not alone. You are with yourself! Interesting thing
The thing is
.I don't feel alone
not when someone obsesses me. I'm just with that thing
and that's everything I want.I didn't meet my recent obsession. I know him, he saw me but we never speak
( How much negativity, it contains this simple word! Not faire! )This obsession is the strangest obsession I have ever had in the past 2 years. Besides the fact that I never talked with him